It was full of surprises.
I’m glad we had time to talk some things through, so at least I know we’ll still be friends after all these ‘benefits’.
I’m still trying to figure out what this whole thing is. It kind of bothers me a little. I do like you, no doubt about that, but it’s completely different from what I had for J (well, the other J) a few months ago. The thing I had for the other J, I’d call it a big crush, like one of those we all had while in high school. So this thing with you, Mr Loh, I have no idea what it is.
Maybe because you are leaving and I’ll probably get to see you once or twice before you leave, I told my heart to stop falling for you. I know you can never be mine, in fact, I don’t even know when and where we can see each other next.
You have a heart of gold and I love you for that. I think I’m pretty damn lucky to even get to spend all these time with you alone. They sure will be some of the most treasured memories in my life.
